Monster

Steve relates a conversation with his attorney in which she is says that the testimony thus far has been hurtful to his case. She warns him he might get 25 years to life. Steve’s account of the conversation is interspersed with a report of another prisoner about to be sentenced for a robbery involving a shooting.

For the first time, Steve begins to speak about his mother, who daily supplies him with clean shirts and underwear during the trial even though she cannot see him.

He also reflects on the body of Mr. Nesbitt as shown in the photos his attorney intentionally left for him to see.

Steve questions his humanity and worthiness. He has begun to think everyone who is supposed to be on his side is judging him. He writes, “I’m just not a bad person. I know that in my heart I am not a bad person” (93).

Steve writes about King being locked in the holding cell with him as they await the start of the day’s testimony. King asks Steve if he is thinking about trying to get a deal as Bobo and Osvaldo had done. King gives Steve an intimidating look. Steve responds with laughter.